Hey :)
i wish you can understand ~
i know, some part dosen’t make sense… but some part is true.
i’ll do my best from now. beacause i don’t want to loose you. then, for that i should think about
my parents more..
and also it’s not just about my parents, it’s for me, and for you too.
maybe, it can be really good chance for changing us in a good way 
i’ll talk about it tomorrow more detaily. ok?
(pfff..now i really cannot sleep :P)